Immigrant's Dream

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The Immigrant’s Dream

Paula Nguyen Luu

 

I look out into the horizon
Wondering how far can I go
Scared of what I might find
Scared of what I might lose
Wondering what the next step may be
 
Which route shall I take
How long will it will take
What will be waiting for me
What will be my future

 

I took this image about 3 years ago with my first camera on our trip to Mumbai, India for our friends' wedding reception.

As we were eating breakfast at the hotel, I stepped outside into the beached adjacent to the hotel and saw different people working and bathing on the beach. It was a very foggy and overcast day. This one man stood out at me. He reminds me of my father and all of the other immigrants who have dreams of a better life for them and their family. Yet, they do not know where or how they can get there. Ironically, it was prefect that a plane and boat came into frame.

When I was 14 months old, my family tried to escape from Vietnam by boat. Not knowing what the future would hold or where we would be when reached land. My parents were ready to leave everything they knew behind for an immigrants’ dream of a new world and life. 

We didn’t make it very far out of Vietnam. My sister was lost in the mist of chaos. My parents and I were captured by the communists. We were put in prison that night. I can claim I was a convict at the age of 14 months.  

In that Vietnamese prison, I cried all day long for milk. The guards were so sick of the sound of my wailing that they had to go find milk. Instead of bringing me milk they brought me coffee. However, my mom made due with what they gave me and it settled me to sleep. Until this day coffee and caffeinated drinks make me sleepy. The next day they released my mother and I because they didn’t want to deal with my crying (I was always a savvy problem solver).

However, my father was kept in prison for over a year. During his imprisonment, the guards made my father make their clothing, because he was a suit tailor at the time. He soon realized that he needed to be bad at his job so that he could be release sooner. During this time, my mother had to take care of my sister and me by sailing bus tickets,  while holding a baby in her arms.

Fast forward seven years later, we received an acceptance letter from the United States Immigration and Naturalization Service for my uncle’s application. So once again, my family attempted to leave everything behind: their coffee shop, their house, their mopeds, to pursue this immigrant’s dream. However, this time we left by plane instead of boat. When we arrived in L.A., California and stayed for two weeks then moved to Texas to join the rest of my father’s family. 

The immigrant’s dream seems to come true for my family, but they soon realized it was the “American dream” that they wanted for us. In order, to have the better life they had to work three jobs. As in The Hamilton Mixtape: “I got 1 job, 2 job, 3 when I need them…Immigrants, we get the job done.”

My father was a tailor, welder, and business owner in Vietnam and my mom was teacher, but when she came to the U.S. she had to work in the meat packing plant for very little pay. Then she eventually switched to working at a water hose assembly line in the Texas heat. But she said she didn’t mind because she made more money there and could switch to a morning shift so she could see her daughters after school. 

I remember she told me her full-time job with some overtime (60 hours) came out to be $378 per week. I came to realize that the reason my mom did not allow my sister and I to do any extracurricular activities like dance, soccer, or tennis was that our family could not afford it. Even though she wanted me to have these opportunities, unless it was provided by the school, they were prohibitive. The only activity she could manage was piano lessons, which was a real stretch for her.

Now after 25 years in the U.S. they finally paved the way for us to have some semblance of the “American dream.” The question that still remains for me is will the American dreams ever be a reality for me or will I always be an immigrant who’s chasing a dream that is unattainable?

 

 

 

Music History Opened My Eyes to Portraiture

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When I was studying music in college, the two courses that were required for all music majors were music literature and music history. While most of my peers dreaded these two courses, I loved them. If you know me, I am not a morning person at all, but I would come into class every morning at 8 am ready to learn. 

What I love about these courses is the history of art, events, and people that shaped the music of each of those periods. Understanding the different periods in history was the key to understand why the music, art, and architecture of that time was the way they were. Why during the Baroque period was the music is very busy, and heavy on structure and form? On the other extreme, why was it that during the contemporary period atonal was introduced? Atonal is a phase in music where sound was experimental and all of the rules of music were broken. Furthermore, to realize that there are different periods in history that create the different styles of music was mind blowing in itself. 

Often, people make a mistake linking all music history into one period and generalize the whole into two words “classical music.” If one listens to each of these composers, Bach, Beethoven, Chopin, and Debussy, they are very different and each of these composers are the superstars of their time. So, to summarize all traditional music to simply “classical music” is misguided. It’s like saying the 50’s, 70’s, and 90’s are all the same. The confusion for most is relating the word “classic” to the time period called the “Classical period."

During my time of studying music literature my favorite history period was the Baroque and Classical periods. At first, I thought this would be so boring to learn, but as I went through my history book, I had great appreciation of this period because there is so much depth and foundation to everything we have today. There was just so much I didn’t know. For example, I was once confused about the term classical music and classical period. Growing up I thought they meant the same thing.

When I first saw portrait paintings from the early 1400, I was in awe by these beautiful images. Most of the paintings where just a profile of a person’s face without revealing much of their clothing. This is when I realize the beauty behind the work of an artist. An artist has the ability to tell story with their work and vision, the ability to move people with solely their hands and imagination. There is a correlation between the craft of music, painting, and photography.

As photographer Peter Lindbergh said, “For me, every photograph is a portrait; the clothes are just a vehicle for what I want to say. You’re photographing a relationship with the person you’re shooting; there’s an exchange, and that’s what that picture is.” The more I read about these painters who would paint people with their different style of brushes and stroke techniques such as airbrush, dodge, and burn. This helps me understand that everything I do whether is music or photography has these same elements. Airbrush is blurring of imperfection to give you that perfect looking skin. If you know anything about piano that is exactly what a pedal does. The right pedal of the piano is to sustain the sound or blur all of the notes being played together. The pedal can also be used to cover up some imperfection in fingering or not holding the note or notes for full amount of time. In photography, dodge is to lighten in image. Burn is to darken in area in an image. A musical version of dodge and burn is like major or minor key or soft or loud volume; bass or treble range.

I think if these famous classical artists were alive today they would be amazed as to how their brush techniques had become the tools for major software makers, photographers, artists, and even everyday people. In today’s world of technology, we are so lucky to have the ability to snap an image then go to the computer and apply the different effects to the image. For the non-professional, a simple iPhone tap followed by some apps will get a picture ready to share in no time. That plain genius and efficiency. If these artists were alive today, I imagine they would say about these tools, “That would have made my life so much easier if I had all of this technology back then.” But if wasn’t for their hard work and dedication to their art, we wouldn’t have these styles and techniques today. Like my husband would say, “Just because you give someone the tool doesn’t mean they would know how to use it.” The tools in the right hands is the difference between a masterpiece and a failure.

Here are some examples of how portraiture developed since the 1400s. 

The first individual portrait paintings were profiles.

Pisanello 1395-1455, “Portrait of a Princess”

Pisanello 1395-1455, “Portrait of a Princess”

Then in the 1500s the subject starts to turn toward the viewer.

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Now the eyes meet.

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Then hands were added.

Portrait of a Young Man (The Broccardo Portrait)

Portrait of a Young Man (The Broccardo Portrait)

 

Then you see more body and the background is no longer plain

Leonardo da Vinci 1500, “Mona Lisa”

Leonardo da Vinci 1500, “Mona Lisa”

 

Then we add props.

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When I start to really divide into portrait photography, all I was thinking about was that I wanted to create an image that looked like a painted portrait. Not knowing until now that it was my fascination of music history that had drawn me to this style that I absolutely love to create for my clients.

 

Here are some examples of my version of making a photograph look like a portrait painting:

The profile:

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The face starts to turn toward viewer:

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The eyes begin to meet:

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The eyes meet:

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Hands became important: 

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Props are added:

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What’s ironic is that often times I hear people say, “I don’t want the old studio style of looking in the camera or posing. I like looking away from the camera like a profile picture.” But as you can see from the history of portraiture I presented, what they really want is the tradition style. The very first style of portraiture is the profile. Without the knowledge and an understanding of history, we will be misguided by the terms and words we use. Their true meaning will be blurred by today’s styles and trends. 

 

Paula Luu

Music Instructor & Photographer

Houston Creative Space

 

 


 

 

 

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Check out Elizabeth's original song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_Z2gzbaf3kQ